I’ve basically been drunk for the past week, haven’t eaten in days, fucked a 38-year-old man on the counter in his friend’s house til I bled, and started chain smoking cigars— anything I’m missing yet?
someone tell me it’s still worth it to be alive.
So I was looking at paint samples today and some of the options caught my eye— fog… wisteria… blueberry jelly bean… chinchilla. Chinchilla is the top, palest shade of grey. It’s a lovely color, but imagine living inside a chinchilla— or a blueberry jelly bean for that matter— knowing your walls were some actually small rodents or bite-sized candies. This secret knowledge would induce unexplainable giggling at the most inopportune moments, I am sure.